Tuesday, June 29th, 2004
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1:34 am - hello
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hello everyone, or no one. i dont know.
summer has been alot of fun, between work and hanging out im always doing something its fun.. a whole lot better than last summer, at least with the whole emotional thing
july 17 im going to gulf shores for a week.. im excitied but yeah
i guess thats it.. i just felt like updating so there ya go
good bye all
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Wednesday, May 12th, 2004
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4:19 pm - updating, again
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yeah its been a while.. but oh well.. here we go
today is wednesday and im pretty bored.. i have a softball game tonight but i dont think im going to go, i think it may rain and im going to see alex in the chior concert.. so yeah.. that should be cool, this weekend looks like it should be fun.. hopefully, i have to work thursday and friday.. which is good because i need some money.. i really want to go shopping and my cell phone bill is coming up.. so yeah.. but saturday im off and im going with jessica to mobile so she can get her tounge pierced.. which should be kinda cool, and that night i think we are going to hang out with doug.. which again should be cool.. i think we are going to stay out all night hopefully something awesome will go on, only a week of school left, and im pretty excited because i am so sick of this damn scedule.. im so ready so sleep for like a week.. but im going to miss all the seniors that are leaving.. but hopefully we will all stay in touch,
but yeah.. there's this like 6 foot snake in my front yard.. its kinda cool.. i told my dad i wanted to keep it and he looked at me like i was crazy..
its really hot in this house.. you know why... because its hell, yes.. i live in hell..
haha anyways.. well im going to go. i have a lot of stuff to do.. everyone have an awesome weekend.. or whatever
ill see you on the flip side..
-alisha
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Saturday, April 24th, 2004
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10:39 pm - the real deal
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im acually updating.. something i havent done in a long time..
everything is realitivly normal in my life.. which is good,
this week i relized that people come in and out of your life like crazy but i guess its just one more thing we have to deal with,
i had to work tonight.. which as always wasnt that great but im used to it..
jessica started working so we dont get to hang out that much which really sucks..
there really isnt anything else to say about much because nothing really matters and if it does. i dont really want to tell everybody..
tomorrow is sunday, and i hate sundays, because all i think about is how i have to start the next day just like im going to start the four days after, tired and doing nothing much besides working and going to school.. but oh well
the family is coming over tomorrow to celabrate my mothers b-day that was almost two weeks ago.. but whatever..
alright.. im going to bed.. later
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Wednesday, February 11th, 2004
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11:28 pm - yes so.
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my nose is killing me..
i had an awesome night though
i had to work..
but ryan came and showed me his hair cut.. haha its niice.
then i got a dozon roses :)
nothing really else..
alot of strange movies have been on tv lately.. i dont know what to do..
looking foward to tomorrow..
going to sleep soon
have a great night everyone :)
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4:06 pm - everything is going
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not to smooth.. but its cool.
everything just isnt working the way i want it to.. but it could be way worse..
im pretty happy.. i miss talking to ben.. but i guess thats his choice..
i have to work tonight. which is good because i like tips
but i have to go be getting ready..
everyone have an awesome night : )
tomorrow im getting my real licence.. which is exciting for me..
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Tuesday, February 10th, 2004
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9:04 pm - the long awaited update.
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hola,
this is going to be one hell of a boring update.. mainly because there is nothing to say
school sucks
i dont work often enough to know if it sucks or not..
but i have to work tomorrow. and i am going to get my licence thursday, and i have to work friday and saturday.. no plans for valentines day.. which is cool..
ive been pretty happy lately..
which is awesome.. and im glad about it..
but i have to go
have a good night..
byebye
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Tuesday, January 27th, 2004
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10:30 pm - good advise.. read it .. really
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Ladies and gentlemen of the class of '99(97): Wear sunscreen.
If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be
it. The long term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by
scientists, whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable
than my own meandering experience. I will dispense this advice now.
Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth. Oh, never mind. You will
not understand the power and beauty of your youth until they've
faded. But trust me, in 20 years, you'll look back at photos of
yourself and recall in a way you can't grasp now how much possibility
lay before you and how fabulous you really looked. You are not as fat
as you imagine.
Don't worry about the future. Or worry, but know that worrying is as
effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubble
gum. The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that never
crossed your worried mind, the kind that blind side you at 4 pm on
some idle Tuesday.
Do one thing every day that scares you.
Sing.
Don't be reckless with other people's hearts. Don't put up with
people who are reckless with yours.
Floss.
Don't waste your time on jealousy. Sometimes you're ahead, sometimes
you're behind. The race is long and, in the end, it's only with
yourself.
Remember compliments you receive. Forget the insults. If you succeed
in doing this, tell me how.
Keep your old love letters.Throw away your old bank statements.
Stretch.
Don't feel guilty if you don't know what to do with your life. The
most interesting people I know didn't know at 22 what they wanted to
do with their lives. Some of the most interesting 40-year-olds I know
still don't know.
Get plenty of calcium. Be kind to your knees. You'll miss them when
they're gone.
Maybe you'll marry, maybe you won't. Maybe you'll have children,
maybe you won't. Maybe you'll divorce at 40, maybe you'll dance the
funky chicken on your 75th wedding anniversary. Whatever you do,
don't congratulate yourself too much, or berate yourself either. Your
choices are half chance. So are everybody else's.
Enjoy your body. Use it every way you can. Don't be afraid of it or
of what other other people think of it. It's the greatest instrument
you'll ever own.
Dance, even if you have nowhere to do it but in your living room.
Read the directions, even if you don't follow them.
Do not read beauty magazines. They will only make you feel ugly.
Get to know your parents. You never know when they'll be gone for
good. Be nice to your siblings. They're your best link to your past
and the people most likely to stick with you in the future.
Understand that friends come and go, but with a precious few you
should hold on. Work hard to bridge the gaps in geography and
lifestyle, because the older you get, the more you need the people
who knew you when you were young.
Live in New York City once, but leave before it makes you hard. Live
in Northern California once, but leave before it makes you soft.
Travel.
Accept certain inalienable truths: Prices will rise. Politicians will
philander. You, too, will get old. And when you do you'll fantasize
that when you were young, prices were reasonable, politicians were
noble, and children respected their elders. Respect your elders.
Don't expect anyone else to support you. Maybe you have a trust fund.
Maybe you'll have a wealthy spouse. But you never know when either
one might run out.
Don't mess too much with your hair or by the time you're 40 it will
look like 85.
Be careful whose advice you buy, but be patient with those who supply
it.
Advice is a form of nostalgia. Dispensing it is a way of fishing the
past from the disposal, wiping it off, painting over the ugly parts
and recycling it for more that it's worth.
But trust me on the sunscreen.
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Monday, January 26th, 2004
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6:42 pm - in my life there has been heart ache and pain, i dont know if i can face it again...
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i want to know what love is, i want you to show me.
sometimes i wish i could cut out the part of my brain that makes me think..
im just going around in circles.
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Sunday, January 25th, 2004
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10:42 pm
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reminding myself to follow my heart..
and my dreams..
.. even if its hard at first.. i think in the end.. that is were i will find happiness..
right?
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12:34 am - fun night.
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to night i was angry because i couldnt take my car.. but then ben called.. and we all went out.. to the arcade.. and to waffle house.. it was fun..
when we were at the grand armata and i had a very nice talk.. i think him and i see the same on a lot of differnet stuff..
i just love getting close to ppl.. to discover ones true self.
yes, this live journal is really boring.. sam, help me make it all pretty like.. please
anyways.. im going to go.. hopefully ben will get on.. for i miss him.. and i didnt really get to say goodbye.. oh the madness..
-alisha
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Saturday, January 24th, 2004
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3:12 am - suprise
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didnt think that anyone could really make me smile like that..
:D
....."just as long as you are within eye sight or arms reach i will be the happiest man in the world"
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2:56 am - my entry of BEN.. because he is very muched loved
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yes.. BENjamin.
ah. i dont know what to say,
i like him.
haha..
and he has the nicest ass i have ever seen
and we were supposed to go out tommorrow night.
but i dont think we can
because my dad took my car. because i came home late
and now i cant think of anything but the old ppl on tv making love.
okay moving on,
yes tonight i hung out with BEN and it was fun
even though he didnt feel good,
ive been thinking about him alot
which scares me.
but im not fighting my feelings anymore.
but now.. i must go to bed because i am far to tired for my own good.
and if anyone tryes to wake me up before one.. i might kill someone
damn the anti-christ.. ;)
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Monday, January 19th, 2004
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9:23 pm - overall..
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my weekend was pretty nice..
i got to see a lot of ppl.. didnt get to see a few.. which was really upseting to me.. i just relized that some ppl mean more to me than i thought they did.. and i miss them alot.. but im not sure if they feel the same way.. because.. overall.. actions speak louder than words.
but i guess i just have to wait it out.. its hard not being over anxious, but hey.. i should be used to it.
im ready to get out of this town.. im ready to get a job and a new car and go to new orleans.. yes.. sounds good..
i guess... i just have to wait..
we spend alot of our life waiting.. in a way i guess thats a waste.. but. nothing you can do..
waiting for your call.. :(
current mood:  distressed
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Friday, January 16th, 2004
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11:51 pm - and again..
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tonight was pretty cool
after school i hung out here and then me and ben went out to eat.. it was very nice then we came here a watched a movie.. and my mother just took him home..
im going to bed shortly though because i have to get up and work tomorrow.. but i get to pick sam up after work which is really awesome :)
so yeah.. thats the deal..
-alisha
current mood:  satisfied
current music: mustard plug-not giving in
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Tuesday, January 13th, 2004
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10:05 pm - today;
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today was rather eventful i went to school, and got broken up with, then after school i went to see sam.. it was fun, we just hung out, then i came back to ocean springs, and looked for ben, but it didnt work.. so i got home about eight, then called corey and we went to wal mart.. it was fun.. now i cant get intouch with ben.. damn it..
but i have homework.. and want to go to sleep soon
-alisha
current mood:  peaceful
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Monday, January 12th, 2004
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3:33 pm
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i went to school today.. and thought.. and i think my life works good right now.. but it could work better.. why dont i just let it..
sick of being here..
sick of feeling so alone..
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Sunday, January 11th, 2004
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10:20 pm - i can still smell you on me... and it makes me long for you that much more
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today was fun,
i had an enjoyable time doing whatever it is i did..
which was mostly getting lost with sam..
but it happens right.
haha i thought it was fun
so then we finally found the mall
and we stayed there..
then we went to sams house
and watched tv..
it was cool
im glad we are going to be friends.
then i got home
and went to bens..
and hung out with everyone there
(everyone being will and micheal and seth and russ and holly and jessica and ben and nicole) it was fun
then i came home. and talked to corey
and then ben
and ive been thinking about doing my homework for a while now. i just havent gotten around to it but i will.. but i need to be going to bed soon
tomorrow (unfortanatly) starts another week in the hell
of high school life..
mahah.. i have alot to look foward to..
hasta
current mood:  aggravated
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1:49 am - fuck all those kisses, they didnt mean jack
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tonight was sadi hawkins..
it started off fun..
but soon led to be just another head ache..
yeah, more or less, it was my fault
but what would you do. really?
after we left the dance we went to eat
and then to the bowling alley
it was fun
just stressful
then i came home
and talked to ben for a while
then sam and jay called
and needed a ride.. i was like what the hell
i would have.. but you know this whole your a child
cant do anything you want to do thing its inforced at my house
oh well though,
so yeah.. now im off the phone
and my head hurts..
and my sisters watching a movie really loud
and tonight.. i decided i want a baby boston terrier
micheals is sooo cute..
anyways.. i think im going to go listen to some music
and maybe try to go to sleep..
i hope tomorrow is fun
i think it will be if everything goes as planned..
goodnight everyone..
current mood:  cold
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Saturday, January 10th, 2004
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4:14 pm - more things to think about
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last night was fun. tonight will be fun. and if all goes as planned. tomorrow will be fun.
somethings you need to forget, some remember, but those other things.. what are you supposed to do with them?
have a good night
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Monday, January 5th, 2004
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12:19 am - update
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yes.. so the 2nd was my birthday, i had a party.. on the beach.. it was fun for the most part, just small things get under my skin.. but its all good.. that night jessica and i stayed the night with my cousin, that was a load of fun, haha, then i woke up the next moring and came home for a little while. then went to coreys and he cleaned out my car :) it looks very nice now, haha, then that night, (which would be last night) me and holly and jessica went ice skateing with vince, armata, joe, corey, and some other ppl (like will and micheal watched) then jessica and holly stayed the night at my house and they stayed up till like 6, i, however, passed out about 3, yes.. it was nice.. then this moring i woke up took jessica and holly home, then me and corey ran around doing stuff, (like getting soap stuff and piercing my nose [yes.. i fianlly got it done.. i like it alot, its sweet.. youll have to see it]) then we (jessica holly me and corey) went to micheals house and corey and i got asked to leave for a very lame reason.. then we got ask to come back.. then we got ask not to come.. yeah.. but everyone finally decieded on us coming.. so we hung out.. and went to the bowling alley.. everyhting was cool till we were all leaving and someone said something that pissed me off.. so yeah.. me.. i opened my mouth.. and id do it again.. everyone, if you hear soemthing about me. or have a problem with me.. dont act like you dont.. its kinda gay alot..
anyways.. so then me and corey came here, walked, and then watched part of a moive.. then he had to go and im about to call him for our nightly talk..
everyone have a great time doing whatever it is you do!
peace, love, and happiness
-alisha
current mood: content
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